Tuesday, March 23, 2010


I just thought I would show you some of my artwork which I did on the programme paint. I am still getting used to it as it is a new version! so here they are!

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

I love music

I love music! I love how it can change your mood and brighten up your day! I love how you can now take it anywhere with ipods and mp3 players! I love how there is something for every one out there you just have to listen! I love how god can create music, it can be as simple as waves crashing apon the shore at the beach or the wind blowing through trees or as complicated as birds singing to each other! I love how it is apart of every day whether we realise it or not!

As you can tell from above that I love music though I am not very talented with playing music I love listening to it. Now if you were to look (or more like listen as its a shuffle really cute, but still awesome!) through my ipod you would find that there is a variety of music! Of course you have the usual teenage stuff like Taylor Swift and the Jonas brothers but then you have the christian stuff like Britt Nicole, Rebecca St James and Zoe girl. Now I am fully aware that many people have not heard of the latter artists but to me they are an inspriation well more their music but them too they are who I listen to when I can't get to sleep at night or when I am feeling down, the music is just so up lifting! Now though I am teenager you can see that I am different and many people look at me odly when I tell them what I am listening to but who cares!

Sunday, March 14, 2010

Why I blog

Recently I was asked by someone why I blog so I decieded to answer it on my blog. Now I LOVE writing and would love to be an author some day I mean I guess this is my 'practice' as such. I mean if you want to be a dancer you go to classes and practice heaps same with artists, singers and actors ( I mean let me tell you I doubt that Taylor Swift was a singer over night). I have read somewhere (by an author) that if you want to become an author start blogging and writing small stories which is what I am doing I mean wheather I become an author or not I am enjoying doing it (blogging). I also find blogging relaxes me and when I blog about various things it puts them in perspective. I mean I don't know how many people read my blog nor do I care though I do publish alot of posts on facebook. I know many people who blog and to me blogs are very interesting to read and can be very useful at times. Though I do not blog daily when I do I enjoy it and find it relaxes me alot.

Sunday, March 7, 2010

Emotions and me!

They say being nervous about something is a good thing but what if it contolled your life and stopped you from doing things? Well in that case it is called anxitity well welcome to my life. I am very nervouse all the time and break down in tears alot about things that are out of my routine ie year 11 camp! The thing is that I can not conroll it many people ask me why can't I contoll my self and the answer is I can't! I just don't know why either! belive me I've tried and so have my parents in yr 7 they took me to phycologist and belive me it didn't help. So I went downward from there it got so bad that I only stayed 1 night at my year 7 camp (yes I was that bad!) and that was just the beginning . . .
Now back to now that was where my problems really began but thankfully I am alot better now but I still have anxitity issues and I hate it! I mean this camp is in what 2 sleeps?? and I am panicking I have lost my appitite and I haven't even started packing yet! I mean it is only 3 nights and last year I stayed with a friend for 4! So what is it about it with camps and me? well I don't know maybe its because it is a completey new situation or I'm not really sure but I can never really pin point it! I mean maybe its because I have Dyspraxia (google it) and because of this I get anxitity and this is because of previous experiances. I hate my emotions its strange but I do I mean who wouldn't if they were like me?! Whoes emotions ruled their life!
Well Please pray for me with this camp please do!

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

yr 11 camp!

I hate school camps, and to tell you the truth I don't know why! Maybe its because that I hate being away from my parents or that I hate being out of my comfort zone I just don't know why! so right now I am freaking out over a year 11 camp which is next tuesday(till next friday) I mean seriously what could go wrong? I have a great activity group (Mr Black who is the school chaplain is my group leader) and a great dorm! Seriously though what is it? I mean I hate heights and I have already told Mr Black so he knows but apart from that I don't know what else it could be! So I am going to compile a list of bible verses and verses from songs about trusting god and place them in a note book and memorise them! But please please pray for me! I will be putting up the verses here when ever I come across them! But please pray for me!